Hello Dr. Nagler
I'm 28 years old from Calais, in northern France (right in front of the UK) and i recently defended my thesis to get my PhD.
My friends proposed to celebrate this by going to a concert (not being a music fan, i had never been to one but, well, i accepted to follow them there, probably the biggest mistake of my life).
It was so loud it made me unconfortable. At some point, after 25-30 minutes, i felt like the bass hurt my ears so much that i left. That's when i realised i felt i was half deaf.
Rushing to the hospital, i was told it was normal after a concert and to go home.
48 hours later, i got tinnitus in my right ear, and my GP prescribed cortisone, which did not seem to do much.
I saw an ENT which told me i only had slight hearing loss (-10dB at 8kHz) so that was fine and things would correct themselves.
They didn't, and i realised (i work in signal processing), that while i had always been able to hear all signals up to 20KHz perfectly, now, i had a hard time hearing 8-10 K signals and everything higher than 11-12 KHz was absolute silence.
With that and the tinnitus not passing, went back to the ENT who still told me there was no issue, that everything was in my head and to go to see a psychiatrist.
Long story short, the psychatrist gave me xanax to calm me down, which somehow lowered T greatly, convincing her and me that everything was in my head. i ended up for 2 days in a psychiatric hospital and checked myself out with the help of a family member since i didn't know why i was there and was becoming worse and more terrified any minute.
I went back home, but things got worse and worse. For pretty much every sound i can hear, my tinnitus spikes into a terrible high speech sound that is so high it feels like it hurts.
Everything spikes it, taking a shower does, a PC fan does, tv spikes it, driving my car does, the sound of the sea, the wind though earplugs even spiked it yesterday.
And spikes usually last for 15-17 hours.
I had a hard enough time dealing with "normal T" but but with those never ending spikes, i lost my new job (which i was to start early july), moved back with my parents and despair with no idea of what to do or who to turn to (i have a hard time trusting the medical staff after this) and hardly leave the house.
I found a psychologist who said he managed people with tinnitus. He gave me some white noise generator that would help me and told me to try it out changing frequencies and find something that help.
Everything i tried makes my tinnitus spike more and more.
I looked online and thought maybe i should try TRT ?
I'm not sure where to look for that (northern France ? south east england ?)
Or is it too early ? Should i wait and hope for the best ?
Thanks in advance for any insight. (And sorry for the slighly broken english, i'm not in the best state of mind to write something long in a non native langage right now).
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